What--oh...[Some of that was, admittedly, on purpose. To give them all some matter of space in the immediate aftermath of some very serious talks and decisions. But...perhaps that had been unnecessary?] I supposed we...haven't.
We should change that. We can change that...if you'd like. [Late hours? Don't know her.]
Well, well yeah, but! But it's kind of a little late for that right now, isn't it? [he withdraws, moving further down the bar to finish wiping it down.] If I were smarter, I'd have said something earlier or. Or something. [see, it's easier to criticize himself than address being flustered.]
It is rather late...[Not that it ultimately meant much to two who got now sleep.
It's the self-criticism that has Kazuma following him down the bar, quick to be back in his personal space, to lay a hand on his arm and pull him off task again.] None of that. Not mentioning something like that doesn't mean you aren't--I wouldn't have brought it up either...For what it's worth.
[he bristles a little, but does stop, prompted by the touch. he doesn't look over, ears red as he listens.]
Ye-yeah. Yeah. [he glances over with a wincing look that he tries to mask with a twitching at the edge of his mouth.] Sorry. Things have been...a lot lately. For a lot of different reasons.
I guess it just...feels like no good excuse, when things are quiet like this.
I understand. With things being...a lot. [While they do it for different reasons, he and Manabu both have the bad habit of taking on too much--more than any one man should be expected to bear.]
...I don't think you're making excuses either. You had your reasons for not saying anything sooner, and whatever they may be...they are yours and they are valid. But, now that it's been said and it's out there, I would like to take time to spend with you. Alone, the two of us.
A-- [PAFF. the hair floofs again; between the laugh and the suggestion, Manabu's really a goner here... at least he can keep jelly knees from wobbling by leaning on the bar.]
Yea-yeah! Right, ah...you... I mean, that's a good idea! If--if you have an idea of what'll do.
[The floof is all too endearing, really. And Kazuma's always been tempted to--He's just going to reach out and tug on a strand, a gentle teasing thing.]
I'm sure we can find something to do. I believe...[Drawn out with a teasing note.] Once upon a time I gave advice as to what makes a good date...
[again, Manabu flushes red, head ducking a bit - but not turned entirely away because of captive hair.]
You mean when I was-- Hey, that-! That was about Ryuu, not-! [he swats the hand away.] So what do you mean now? Are, are you asking me to cook something?
I do like your cooking...[What? He can be honest about that much.] But I would honestly, it's more about spending time together, right? It could be almost anything as long as it allows for that.
[Cue: Amused laugh.] Sorry, it really doesn't...Ah. If dinner or a meal were to be part of it--we could spend the time getting things for it together as well?
[A beat.] Unless that's--mm...[And now Kazuma's overthinking it.]
We don't have to go to the Archive. [He chuckles, amused at the idea of Manabu just casually falling asleep there.] I'm a Scholar...I spend enough time there as it is.
Wandering though...could open us up to other opportunities--things we could stumble upon while we're out.
Mn. We just gotta look out for the feathers. [he frowns. this could be even trickier than just finding a date topic, given Trench...]
But, ah-- It, it sounds good to me! I mean, there's parts out near the Lumenarium that are pretty decent this time of year, if I remember right... It's been a while since I've been out that way.
You too, right? At least not since you got rocked by that giant monster a few months ago...
Exactly. We can always explore elsewhere if it's too boring. [He wouldn't mind it, regardless of how it all turns out.] It's a date then? We'll go out towards the Lumenarium and see what we find...?
[nodnod.] Yeah! We can--a...auh... [he scratches his cheek.] Well, closing up here first... I, I'm not going to the Outpost tomorrow, so...
[what the heck, this cheesy feeling bubbling up in him...is he never going to get used to it? maybe not - it's new in THIS circumstance, so maybe that's why.]
I get to steal you away on a day off? [He grins. There's an almost giddy feeling bubbling up in his chest--possibly because this is new, or that they are actually...making a step forward with all of this.]
I like this plan...we'll close up, get some rest...meet up in the morning?
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Manabu mumbles an affirmative sound, still choking on his own bashfulness before he can swallow and clear his throat.]
Yeah, ah--we... We...haven't really...hung out much. Alone since--y'know.
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We should change that. We can change that...if you'd like. [Late hours? Don't know her.]
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It's the self-criticism that has Kazuma following him down the bar, quick to be back in his personal space, to lay a hand on his arm and pull him off task again.] None of that. Not mentioning something like that doesn't mean you aren't--I wouldn't have brought it up either...For what it's worth.
We're still...new to this. You and I. Together.
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Ye-yeah. Yeah. [he glances over with a wincing look that he tries to mask with a twitching at the edge of his mouth.] Sorry. Things have been...a lot lately. For a lot of different reasons.
I guess it just...feels like no good excuse, when things are quiet like this.
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...I don't think you're making excuses either. You had your reasons for not saying anything sooner, and whatever they may be...they are yours and they are valid. But, now that it's been said and it's out there, I would like to take time to spend with you. Alone, the two of us.
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[A pause.]
Perhaps something more like a date?
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Yea-yeah! Right, ah...you... I mean, that's a good idea! If--if you have an idea of what'll do.
Besides cleaning.
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I'm sure we can find something to do. I believe...[Drawn out with a teasing note.] Once upon a time I gave advice as to what makes a good date...
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You mean when I was-- Hey, that-! That was about Ryuu, not-! [he swats the hand away.] So what do you mean now? Are, are you asking me to cook something?
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Okay, that...doesn't actually narrow things down, does it? [it actually makes it harder to choose!!]
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[A beat.] Unless that's--mm...[And now Kazuma's overthinking it.]
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[he harmonizes with the thoughtful, vexed musing. the two of them might be a little hopeless.]
What do you usually do when you're out on your own?
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I'm usually in the Archives...or wandering Trench--there's always more to find in this place.
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If we go to the Archive, I might fall asleep... But the wandering part probably isn't a bad idea, right?
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Wandering though...could open us up to other opportunities--things we could stumble upon while we're out.
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But, ah-- It, it sounds good to me! I mean, there's parts out near the Lumenarium that are pretty decent this time of year, if I remember right... It's been a while since I've been out that way.
You too, right? At least not since you got rocked by that giant monster a few months ago...
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But...It would be nice to be out that way again. I think I would like that. Going out there with you.
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Mn! [he nods, head lifting back up, smiling.] Let's go out that way then! If it's too boring, it's not like we can't do something else, right?
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[what the heck, this cheesy feeling bubbling up in him...is he never going to get used to it? maybe not - it's new in THIS circumstance, so maybe that's why.]
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I like this plan...we'll close up, get some rest...meet up in the morning?
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he starts to move away to finish cleaning, but gets caught up in a thought that has him turning back, blabbing before he can think too much on it.]
D-do you think before that-- A-- [oh wait, this is embarrassing actually.] Er, uh-- Let! Let me ask later, okay! Sorry, I'm gonna finish this first!
[with great haste and steam hissing off his scalp.]
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